Its happening, again.

This is a place where i should spill my thoughts right? I wanna spill it here, but not too much.

You know, its all happening again,sigh. Whywhywhy? I doubt this would all happen someday, again. I dont wanna fall. I'm slacking.
I hope what i'm thinking would not happen.
I hate this stupid feeling, alot. I wish i wasn't like this.
I feeel stupid posting this,pffftt. I should be?

I NEED SOMETHING TO OCCUPY MY MIND